The emotions of an entity – A self-reflection

Being different

Already as a child I had the feeling of being different, to differ from the
rest of the human world (especially from peers). My environment felt
just the same: Almost everything on me seemed strange, odd and even sometimes
scary to them. They perceived my behaviour mostly as disconcerting, which was based on reciprocity.
I was strange, and man is strange to, that he fears. So it comes that also entities
in human bodies are being unconsciously rejected and mostly avoided by humans.
They have an instinctive feeling for things that are “somehow different”. Maybe
people feel seen through often by these beings, cause many of us have empathic
abilities. We all know, that humans love to hide in their shell and reluctantly
divulge information about themselves.


Mission

Already as children, many of us have the feeling to have a mission. Often it takes years
or decades until one discovers what’s his mission. And others need lifetimes to
find out.


Being alone – Being all one

There are times for the community, the pack and the clan, and these times are
important. However, there are again times when you don’t want to have anyone
around. For entities, it is certainly more common than in humans.For
people to be alone is usually terrible, almost unbearable. But entities need
these times for themselves, to get back into balance with themselves, feel
being alone more as an enrichment, as a state of „Being – all – one“.


The foreign body

Many beings perceive their human shell as foreign and not suitable. This
is because they were built completely different in their original form or
even had no physical body at all.


Humans

This is a very original theme.Most entities are simply trying to cope
with them somehow.Others feel hatred for the and accuse them of
ignorance and greed blunt. All in all, the people seem quite strange and
foreign to us.


Reality

Sometimes I walk, for example, through the city to do shopping and errands, and
suddenly a switch flips in me, I pause and think „That’s all not real ... I’m
not really here!“


Written by Silaz Lamashtu Divuslupus
Making note of the author freely copyable

I like how you explain "The Foreign Body"! Sounds more than logical to me!
And I know the feeling of being alien as a child. I remember I seemed to be trapped within my own mind, people called me a daydreamer, but to be honest, I wasn't dreaming, I was LIVING! ^^ Growing up in my head and getting used to life itself, as every kid, just completely different, but absolutely normal.

I am a "daydreamer" every day and I will be a "daydreamer" in the future.
In a dream you can be "you".
You can leave your human body behind, dwelling in your cosmos.

Was du unter Reality geschrieben hast, hatte ich auch als Kind sehr oft.. das weckt Erinnerungen.